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"...That this Song May Be a Witness.. "
The Power of Chant
Rabbi Shefa Gold
Like many Jews, I am a lover of words. I loved Hebrew, even when I
didn’t "understand" a word of it. The sounds seemed to open up the
place inside me that wanted to pour itself out to God. The sounds
turned me inside-out in ways that made me feel visible to God. Seen
and known and loved. As my love for the sounds, and my knowledge of
words grew, I found myself seriously out of step with formal communal
prayer.
My thirst to drink deeply from certain phrases in the liturgy that
called to me, was constantly being frustrated by the pace and sheer
volume of traditional prayer. I began to look for what was essential
in prayer, and to search for the deep structure of the prayer service,
which would help me to understand the function and not merely the
content of each prayer. My background in music and many forms of
meditation prepared me in developing a chanting practice which treated
the sacred phrase as a doorway. Repetition became a way of stilling
the mind and opening the heart wide. In that wide space it felt as if
the sacred phrases were planting seeds.
In D’varim 31, God instructs Moshe to "write this song for yourselves
and teach it to the Israelites; put it in their mouths, that this song
may be a witness..." God goes on to predict that when the people enter
the Land, they will "get fat", meaning, they will grow complacent and
forgetful, breaking the covenant. When that happens, even though they
might ignore every teaching, the song that has been planted within
them will not be forgotten, and it will serve as a reminder, a witness
which can help to redirect the hearts of the people towards the One
God.
The practice of chanting cultivated in me a garden of devotion,
yearning, joy and vision- reminders of my connection to God. Gradually
I became familiar with the wide range of mind-states which the chants
engendered. I was drawn especially to the ecstatic states which were
both healing and empowering. At some point in my training I became
less attached to those ecstatic states, and began to notice the
silence which followed the chant. I felt myself drawn into that
silence. I had known that the chant was a doorway, but before I really
understood the invitation of the silence, I had not really entered.
Entering the Mishkan
Being drawn into the space within, learning to enter it without
disturbing its form is like coming into the Mishkan, the Tabernacle in
the desert. So much tender care and attention to detail is described
in the building of the Mishkan in the book of Exodus. Artistry, skill,
inventiveness and sheer generosity were called forth in that building.
When I lead chanting, I feel like B’tzalel, the chief artist,
directing this building project whose purpose is to create a dwelling
place for God in our community, in our hearts.
Learning each particular state of mind that it is possible to attain
through a certain chant has been a piece of this work. These are the
tools I develop. As I expand the repertoire of tools, I feel called to
constantly deepen my connection to tradition, so that I may know the
prayer service as a transformational process, trust the power of
prayer, and integrate the teachings of Torah into the heart that has
been opened by that power.
Another piece of this work is understanding and utilizing the
interdependent relationship between the "ecstatic" and the
"contemplative". The ecstatic component of chant allows me to move
into contemplative space with vitality, and with the strength and
fullness of my devotion. Framing chant within the context of a
contemplative silent practice creates a space in which the power of
the chant can deepen and evolve, allowing its power to unfold in the
silence. I want to make clear that my intention is not for the chant
to continue in the silence, but rather for the chanter to enter
through the door of the chant into the depths and vast expanse of the
silence.
Developing a Chant
In developing a chant I will first choose a phrase from the text that
reaches out to me with its beauty or mystery. I pay close attention,
not just to the meaning of the words, but to the sounds, both
consonant and vowel, and the feelings that those sounds evoke. I’ve
learned that certain sounds are particularly powerful in affecting the
mind or heart or body. I’ve learned that certain rhythms of breathing
will produce specific states of mind. I’ve learned to expand the range
of "tones" that will inspire and evoke memory, meaning and depth. I’ve
learned that the power of the chant can sometimes be increased through
adding certain body movements or visualizations. I work with the tools
that I know so well- melody, harmony, syncopation. And yet I don’t use
these tools just to make something that is pleasing or beautiful. The
chant is not a song.
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